oops

Utter exhaustion
Epic le sigh
frinds
new fitting

Yes, that's more pain than you've ever seen.
I've encountered death before.
You don't want  to remember this, it's nothing...
I don't matter, anyone, push me down the stairs.
I'm not bulletproof, everyone,  my heart remembers bruises .

uncommon pain.

Ouch.
Bored.
Sorry.
Bored.
Please?
Bored.
Wanting....
Bored.
Need-that.
Now.

Button button
Please
Mine
Epic
Thankyou
When?
Will you?
Leg
For me
Pigtails
Eyeliner
Underwear

Questioning
Depression
Childhood
Reality
Existance
Purpose
Porpoise
Friendship
Love
Dolphin
Pain
Solitude
Wobygong

Gosh, I love so damn much.

EPIC BOREDOM LULZ

Lack of credit....
Summer coming?
But if it's alone there's no point.
Cold in the heat.
Lovely time.
Short, but lovely.
Champagne Supernova.
Why is there a boxing kangaroo in the header?
xx

Neighbours, aye?
Nice today.
Sweetness....
Innocent.... fun.
Illness, please no.
Thankyou...?
Hmm.

Hmm.....
Computer....

Work.
Lovely day.
Excitingly new, independantly fun.
Summer, yes?
Coffee, muffin, icecream, pasta.
Good day.. heh.
Surviving, fitfully.
Still concerned.
Independance.

The losing slowly pulls out all of what's inside me and tramples it into the dusty, poison-studded carpet of this bitter, bitter earth.
I'm not in control of the whirl-wind-spinning mind-ache, it's just the coincidental smudging of the tearstrewn makeup on my face from yesteryear.
Not even that damn bad, you say, and I know you're thinking about it all another way.
Infact, perhaps you even may not quite remember what you seem to think I never heard you say...
As though it were the only time the aching of my strain-limp being had been apparent to you, you'll shoot.

How is it aching?